alright,after the aftermath of my life,hmmm…enough of it, now im cured from my negative disease…thanks to my friend,YUE ANNE and my bro advice…really appreciate it though…thank u so much… now im looking forward for the upcoming examination and wont be looking back but i’ll learn from my past experience…hmmm…just need to be more consisten and focus… " ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS" ~
so much for the first day of school,getting a bad or you can say "worst" results,for u can say all of my subjects really make me damn frustrated.really man…im so depressed and whatsoever…im so down right now…i dont know whats been up with me though,so it seems that study hard its not everything though…i just cant stand this,make me feel like a loser but im not though…(sigh) life like this, commit a suicide its not a best solution for now…maybe later though…hmmm…
i cant give up but i really feel like giving up though,but im trying to pull myself back man,but i just cant…i had enough of this,really man…can u imagine,i havent achieve success in this few years and thats not a good thing,i really need a good and motivated advice right now,really though no kidding…i dont wanna be the past of me,ouh my god,please give me a sign…i really need it…so damn depressed~ life like this,but im not like this okay…im better than this.huish~
hahahahaha…so tomorrow the school will begin,cant wait to meet my friends and classmates not forgetting the teachers…really miss them though…yeah,as usual,homework,havent finish yet.really though,i dont know whats been up with me,im started to being damn lazy.but there are still time before tomorrow arrive,so hope i dont waste it.ouh my goodness me,AZIM U CAN DO IT…be positive…hahahahaha 
i really need a miracle to happen as in right now.nothings possible,right? anyway,im really stress out nowadays,maybe its because of the pressure from doing the homework given.and yeah,now i got my pimples grown back…and i couldnt do anything,so just let it be…but i still love myself for who i am…
so for the MUET,public speaking,i think i might be doing on " LAUGH " … maybe…and now im finding an article so that i can include few fact or examples for my presentation…though,what a life,so tough and like my best buddy said "hectic" really though.its true.now, the only cure for this kind of situatiion is a good time management…by having this, all kind of activity can be done smoothly without any boundaries…yeah,now its 9.25pm and i got another few hours left…time tick so fast man,really fast and furious though…hah,im starting to crapp…OMG…alright then,got to go though…got a mission to do… see yea~
"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow grow, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation."
-George Washington
"True friends stab you in the front."
-Oscar Wilde
"Don’t walk behind me; I may not lead. Don’t walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend."
-Albert Camus
"Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship - never."
-Charles Caleb Colton
"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up."
-James Baldwin
alright,so yesterday was fun…i guess,seriously man…it was fun as in just fun…get it? nah~ nevermind…the ladies and the gentlmen were all well dressed,well groomed and well well…anyway my class performance;we did well…i can judge this through the feedback from the audience…as in their applaud,flower giving and cheers…and the food was kinda alright its not the best though but its nice…alright enough about yesterday,so just few days left before the school brake over,and yeah i did a survey during the orientation night,and found out that most of my classmate haven’t finish the assignment or homework given…and its also goes the same for me…time ticking so fast,wondering around is not a good thing to do now…but i did it and thats not a good sign…still hoping that i can finish it by putting "EFFORTS" before the schools reopen…so i guess thats all for now, got to go…i’ll continue it later though…alright then, "be the best among the best"
huhuhuhuhu…so the school break has already started,and yeah there goes again the priceless time tick away,as in i did waste my time by doing useless activity…though azim,come on man,please be aware and conscious…anyway, we’ll be having orientation night this thursday,at the park royal hotel and i hope that the programme that have been list up wont be bored.else, yeah.at the moment arsenal are behind by one goal to chelsea and thats not a good sign…so i’ll be filling my freetime doing the homework given and i can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play…somehow i know this corner of the earth is smiles at me…so alright then,got nothing else to type here…just lost the inspiration though…thus ill continue it later,insyaallah~ "MAYBE"
thank god,at last i managed to fill in this blog…so its been a while i havent update my blog,
firstly, i wanna starts with my MUET examination…actually the test was easy if u were really being calm.as for me,nervous has caused me a bad result,i was like blew it off as in really blew it off for the speaking component,it was like 50/50…but not for both task as in u guys can see,that the speaking component for the MUET examination have two task which was task A (individual presentation) and task B (discussion)…i did push myself on for task B and i did very well…then the examiner, PN ELIZABETH asked me, AZIM what happened to ur task A?u did well for the second task and not for the first task" and i said " im just a little bit nervous " huhuhu…as in i was really damn nervous man.frankly, i was the first speaker and its been an experienced that i cant forget…so after this for sure my determination to achieve band6 is in my hand…experience did teached me a lot…by the way, school break is just around the corner…and certainly i cant wait fo finish the assignment given.huhuhuhu…damn a lot and i believe i can finish it before the school break ends.
secondly,about the english premier league,huhuhuhu…my favourite team, so called the gunners will continue their league match by facing the millionaires club,which is chelsea, as in again…in this few short time after arsenal lost against them in the community shield,and i hope the bad moment wont repeat.go gunners,here are cheers for the u guys out there and also for the gunners (ARSENAL) itself.may the force be with them…
last but not least, im just hoping and im praying really hard so that i wont failed any of my examination papers,after the average effort that i put in.i know its kinda possible.but i believe in myself,as in the percentage of effort that i work on.i dont wanna disappointed my parents anymore.its like i haven’t give them this so called precious thing to them.which is "SUCCESS".my dignity is really relying on my achievement, (what the?) huuhhuhhuhuh…so alright then, i think ill stop here…and yet more still to come, insyaallah ~
GREEN DAY LYRICS
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father’s come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
